A Contradicting Life

2007-05-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

tis is post for e seek of FIONA!!!
lol..well long tm nv blog le..cos i lazy...:x..well..got reall stress up last few wks...somemore common test coming le...but feel beta now cos pp around me help me destress...thanks ya...
my tis coming holiday sure v sian cos got to go polyclinc collect data...n is lik wasting tm lo.. 1 day only got 1 or no pt lo...super sian....

well...looking forward for our "click" outing with my ex classmate...on e 14th june...is a long long tm since we gg out together hope tis outing is successful...lol...

study study study!!!!

2007-05-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

today was a nervous day...lol..didn slp well last nite cos too nervous bout today drivng test...lol
well toda interview wasn tat great tot got a B+ but i tink i can do beta den tat ba...tink divert too much of my attention toward drivng test le...

hmm well recieve many pp encouragment n prayers...:xthanks alot...toda is my luck ba...i was v nervous at first but when e tester call my ame n he actually SMILE at me...lol..kao tester is lik fierce n strict n wun smile but mine smile sia...heng he smile cos i don feel nervous after his smile...:x..i tink he wann make me not so nervous tat y he smile...n thanks for his smile!!! n i PASSED...tot got 6 demerit pts....but still pass ma...finally!! n i feel so relieve now..:)

thanks alot for pp hu pray for me n encourage me...(esp gwen, hong bei, fiona, yujing, wanting, sab, tang,renqi...)

mannage to drive e 1st tm on expressway with my uncle at 7 plus...super scary cos i speed till 100km...1st tm sia...cos he ask me go faster n faster...his car v power can both auto n manual de...n e handbrake is use leg step de must well call legbrake lol....is v diff for bbdc car ba...much more bigger, spacious n fast...hmm feel scare while driving his car...but he say must practice more...n i agree cos i not stable yet...but abit scare of driving his car cos no use to it ba...but i still cant drive alone cos...i don recogise roads...lol...i hav no road sense...:X

well now got more tm to study..esp when common test coming le...must revise soon!!

2007-05-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Tagged!

This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

#1 hmm pp hu knw me knw i super emo...evertm wat movie will cry...pp tell me sad story i os will cry....i tink i am a cry baby!!!

#2 i don usually hide my feelings...those who knw me will knw tat my expression shows every single ting...

#3 i am super naggy...love to nag on my friends..on tis n tat...(they always say i aunty...)..it is just ME cant help it..lol

#4 most, in fact all girl love to take pict but i don reall lik...don knw y...(mayb my face v big therefor don like taking pict...n i am always force to take photo with aishah n tang...lol)

#5 don believe in there r ugly pp in e world,no 1 is UGLY cos each person will have their own pretty side...:)

#6 pp hu understand me knw tat i am some1 tat ting super far...for one small minor ting i can draw a mind map out of it...lol

concluding my 6 weird things about myself,
I tag:
1 ducky
2 fishy
3 squidy
4 gwen
5 fiona
6 aishah

long tm nv blog le...:X..hmm tml i will be having interview conduct by thomas...must wear formal for tat 5 min only...sian...i requested to be e 1st person to go for e interview cos after tat i got to rush for my driving exam...(feel kind of stress at tm cos every1 telling me gd luck, hope i can pass, they praying for me n stuff)hmm hope i 1st attempt can pass ba cos i don wan waste tm again to go back bbdc n i don wan disapoint pp around me tat pray for me...lol...hope tat i can try to keep calm n treat e TP as a normal instructor n perform my driving normally...lol..n i must not be BLUR tat e most impt ting...BLUR pls don come n find me tml...another day perhaps....(cos i don wan lose my bet..to ducky..lol)

JIA YOU ba!!!

2007-05-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

fell sick today...sore throat again..tink cos of yest seoul garden ba too heaty...when reach sch for nsl ,got flu, cant even breath lo...cos is raining n plus e air con in lect super cold...tok about watchin movie during lect tm...hmm only fik is keen to watch 28wk later with me(but haven decide when to watch)..lol..cos ting n achap watch le...den ducky don 1...cos she gg out to watch e malay horror movie today with some1 ...lol..opps!!! she watch os nv call me sia...cos she TOT i got drivin again...haha..understandable la...:x...hmm i sense some sparks gg on....lol..lol..i beta stop if not she gg to kill me...but pls hor i don 1 to be e last to knw if there is a spark gg on hor...if not i will be sad:(...cos u my 6yr friend le..
in e end after lect went home slp...lol..cos e rest gg gyming..i cant cos i haven go orientation...shld go with aishah 1 day too..

2007-05-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

today..my mood not bad...went driving in e morning n guess wat...i tink i did well today...all e circuit course 1 tm ok...nv hit kerb or get scolding by instructor...so happy la..great achievement..:x

went out to road os no major mistake...hmm only tat changing lane still not confident a bit scare...lol...but my concentration level was there...:)(no more turning wrong lane le)hope exam tm os so gd....pray hard...

hmm went class outing to seoul garden today for lunch.. kylie pay for us n is lik total $240....she really v gd to us...thanks kylie!!!n we eat till v full sia...but i tink not worth e $$$...lol...cos not muching choice of food os ba...n we took full class photo(means every 16 of us were present for e 1st tm )...after makan we went east coast cycle...we left seoul garden at 3pm n reach east coast at 5pm...tiao v long journey..zzz...when we finally reach, 12 of us rent e bicycle n e boss say 1 person $4 2hrs n plus free drink n locker for our bag....WA...so gd lo....so we went cycling n all follow kylie...she lead e way ma...went to bedok jetty n took lot of pict...n kylie say wan put in to a cd n give us...:x..n i put up 1 of her emo pict(she is tinking of being a jumper!!!lol)...after tat cycle again till e sun set...n now my butt os pain liao...but is a gd form of exercise after a buffet meal...tml Po2 sure all muscle cramp n butt pain de...lol

we went home around 7.30pm.....n regret taking tat 197 bus...took super long to reach home...n on my way home saw a hotel name GAY hotel...lol...funny la...didn knw singapore got such hotel....is it for gay partner to go in only?...lol

hmm actually reall wan to watch 28 wks de...cos i tink is nice le...but lik no 1 interested..sian..got to find other pp to watch with me le...

having bad throat pain now...tink cos of all e bbq i ate today...hope it will go off soon..n pls don fall sick tis few days, i have no tm to rest....chat to kylie in msn bout our P02...hmm ya our grp quite quiet la...i admit....nv ask quest os...but don worry tonite i will prepare a list of quest to ask her on ETT insertion for tml lesson...cos she say she will not spoon feed us anymore lik last tm...if nv ask quest, she wun impart her knowledge... den my notes sure v blank de...so..got to burn midnite oil today to tink of quest...lol...nite!!!

2007-05-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

today feel much beta le..no more back ache..yeah!!!..i tink now adays not enough slp ba...

hmm wake up at 9 plus 10 toda...den went to buy mother's day cake for my mum..(share with my sis n bro)...went home n put it in e fridge n did not intend to tell my mum cos wan her to find out herself...cos don knw how to tell her os..lol...when she came home...she took quit a long tm to open the fridge la..but when she saw e cake...she was lik..huh...y got a cake...lol..cos tis is e 1st tm we bough her a cake...cos we don normally celebrate mother's day de...she say she was suprise n v happy...lol...hmm..she happy can liao..tot e cake look nice but don taste nice too creamy le..she ask for e price of e cake cos they gg cruise e casino den can bet on e number...lol...hope they will win...:x

went to work at late evening today, as usual clinic got lot pp..cos i tink now adays weather not gd ba...tat y pp keep falling sick...hai me nd to work 1hr OT again...:(

tml not gg morning lect cos bk le driving at 8am..hope tat i can focus well...tml having class outing too...hope it turn out well...tot our class only got 1 guy(boring...)...hope tat it will not be too boring ba...lol...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

2007-05-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

today is a sat...but got to wake up early at 615 to go pasir ris polyclinic for tat stupid 1hr orientation on our research project...i was v tired n don knw y whole body ache but no choice got to go for tat talk...it start at 815 n end at 9...tiao 45 min nia....waste my travelling tm..:(

after e tok i went to tiong bahru n help my sis collect SHE album..cos she having exam...but e shop not open yey n i got to wait for 45mins be4 it open...n i am already v sick..when i went home..took medicine den realise tat i having fever...sian...cos today nd to work os...but lucky got my friend to help me work today if not while working, sure med error...after 3hr of slp feel beta le..fever went dwn...but don knw y body still aching le n keep on perspirating...hope tat i will feel beta tml ba...cos tml working n monday got driving n class outing to seoul garden...den cycling..if still sick den i cant go le cos kylie wanna pay for us n if sick sure wun eat de so don waste her $$$....

tink tml morning go getting my mum a cake ba..cos she keep nagging say mother's day no 1 give her anyting...(but e funny ting is from young till nw, we don have e practice to celebrate mother's day le...)but my father bringing her to cruise tml den monday come home...tats consider a celebration ba...lol:x

2007-05-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

went kbox today with wanting, sin sing, yujing during our 4 hr break...tis is e 1st tm go with them...hmmm not bad we sing quite alot...lol...after tat when back to sch for nsl...as usual v stress...n actuall kylie end at 430 den when she ask got any question? den i Kpo ask her bout e emergency drugs..in wat situation nd to use it, how much to administer...den she continue to tok till 510...n is lik everybody dieing to go home le..n i nd to rush for driving too...i shouldn have ask tat question..lol...but i do learn more bout e emergency drugs la...so is worth it...:X...

hmm today my driving skill sucks!!!cos feel v tired n did alot of major n minor mistake...kao reall v blurr...(turn right i go U turn,forget to signal at times, crank course was lik shit...hit kerb, hit kerb n hit kerb...-_-)...wats wrong with me sia...i tink i reall cant bk lesson at 6pm...concentration level went dwn hill...but lucky my instructor v gd...nv scold me...lol...tell me my mistake n help me to improve...he even joke with me..lol..i tink he wan to make me feel less nervous ba...hmm now i knw where is my mistake n i will take note of it in my next practic..n i definitly nd more practices....but i will nv bk lesson at 6pm anymore....waste $$...

2007-05-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

went out with my tang, huiyi n renqi today...i had waited so long for tis day huh..as long as half a yr ba i tink....but went we meet up we still have lot ting to crap bout...tot is just lik 4 hrs only...but feel happy to c them again(esp huiyi)..did lot of stupid ting today lik put $1 in a machine n turn out a toy ring...me n tang have lot of fun turning out e toy huh...lol...lik small little kid..n e 2 minnie, daisy n piglet ring look cute n childish...haha but 4 of us still wear it...lol..we went to surf n turf to eat n e waiter saw us wearing tat toy ring lol...feel pai sei...but nvm once in a tm ma...we happy can liao..:)we all makan till super full...n of cos tok abit here n there la...after paying e bill we walk up to e suntec tat fountain n take pict...don knw where pop out an ang moh hu volunteer to help 4 of us take pict...e funny part is while he take pict for us he keep on turning e camera to find a perfect angle....n we were lik smile v long liao ...till i cant ta han n laugh out super loud...lol...(i wonder how e 3 of them can tahan sia..but in e end tang os laugh out..n pp sitting near the fountain c us lik tat os laugh...)
in e end e ang moh wan us to help him take pict n wan us to take with him...lol...but i clever, i volunteer to take pict for him..haha...n e 3 of them got to end up take pict with him..awww too bad!!
den we walk to esplande to take pict ...we were super crazy la take all sort of stupid pict...lik 1 of us will act as e merlion 'vomiting' water...n e other person will open e mouth n drink it lol...i took us along tm to figure out e perfect angle....n every1 is looking at us n laughing when we open our mouth wide..:x
went is tm to go home, huyi renqi n me decide to take cab cos super tired...we send tang to e bus stop 1st n when she got on e bus, we go find a taxi...but we waited lik 30min or more...no taxi stop la...can u imagine 3 girls standing there waving for cab n non stop...(except for 1 cab tat stop for us...n is i wave de...lol...but goes off cos he is gg diff direction..tiao)...in e end we took bus home...zzzz...if we nv wait for cab we will reach home even eariler...-_-
have lot of fun today...so tiring...hmm feel kind of stress towards driving exam...cos lot pp seem to have pass driving le..fiona, jiaying, rianna(she some more 1st tm pass sia..so gd)...feel stress cos i seriously no confident at all...i learn driving no becos i wan to n i don have e interest at all..lol..but cos my parents wan me to learn...den keep on nagging at me..tat y i have to learn...don knw y, i tink i am not a machine person ba...lol...(tot i got to say tat i had slowly began to lik driving le...:))...hmm pp seem to tink tat auto v easy to pass, wun fail de...but wat if i fail??? pray tat i wun ba...n i shall bk more practice during tis 10 days..even if is peak hrs, more ex, i don care liao...pp say tat practice make perfect...n i hope it works on me too...:)

2007-05-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

dreamt of litang n aishah yest nite...lol..don knw y os sia..dreamt tat both of they go dentist put on braces...haha...den is lik they wearing ttsh scrub suit queuing up lol...dame funny sia...such a stupid dream...
hmm...today..just a normal day...went to sch at 10am for 1hr lesson den go for driving lesson at 12noon...is a long tm since i go driving..but today still not bad ba..e instructor quite gd...teach me lot ting...lik wat to do n bring 4 e exam n wat to take note of while driving...(i got to take note of safety wise cos i tend to turn to e wrong lane...lol..i v blur sia:x)...hmm driving exam is lik in 12 more days tm n now i start to scare le..hope can pass e 1st tm..if not got to wait for 2, 3 mths to retest...v long le..later my PDL expired again..den i forget to renew..lik e last tm so blur..:(
hmm after driving went home in 61...instead of gg back sch for spss lect...but is a long journey..suprisingly i didn fall aslp..instead i was looking outside e window tinking of someting...os don knw wat i am tinking ..lol..

looking forward for tml dinner with my sistaz!!! tot PX cant make it but is okie..we will make it up another day with her...:)..but tml i end at 5 got to wait for tang till 6...so boring:(

2007-05-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

having insomia last nite n today was super tired...lack of slp sia...hmm have our make up NSL at 9am as usuall did theory by kylie n of cos did cannula insertion...yujing did it on me 1st n whole class were staring on my hand...haha...yujing was super nervous n she scare tat i will feel v pain n keep on saying OMG...sorry..sorry...lol..but it wasnt tat pain la...still bearable i expected it to be super pain too..hmm but it wasnt successful..e needle didn went to e vein but i tink it was just in e skin or went next to my vein ba..cos there is no back flow of bld...in e end no choice she got to remove e cannula n keep apologise to me..:x(nah...is okie not v pain la..don worry:))..n christine tried on my the other hand n it fail too..but her's was super duper pain tat i scolded F**K...n gwen video it dwn somemore...

den kylie volunteer to let us try on her hands...cos she say my vein too small v diff to insert cannula..both yujing n me did on both her hands n still got no backflow of bld..cos i parkinson..i poke e needle next to e vein instead tat y no backflow..haha..n poor kylie suffer in our hands...lol..in e end she did e insertion on her own hand n still no backflow n some more got resistant..she os don knw y sia..mayb e needle too small ba..

den i did another insertion on yujing...n still no backflow..but kylie came to check n move e neddle abit den got bld backflow..n finally a successful 1..but hu knws...when we we was lik yeah!! finall can sia...den suddenly yujing FAINTED infront of me...it was lik a shock of my life la...n my mind goes blank and wat i knw is i keep staring at her while kylie lie her on the floor n elevate her feet...wah...i reall v stunned...i seriously don knw wat to do at tat tm but to step backwards cos wat come to my mind is i tink she nd space for ventilation...lol...but she regain concious v fast..she just look super pale n weak...tink she hypo ba...(tot she ate breakfast le n scolded me for not having mine..but instead of i faint, she fainted for me sia..cos be4 tat kylie say must take breakfast 1st if not later faint she jia lat..den incident report again..lol)

after she recover, i was lik heng ar if anyting happen to her i die sia..guilty forever n kylie will nd to write incident report lol...n i still have e cheek to ask her n say "wah...i nv faint be4 in my whole life le...how was it lik huh?..."..den whole class was lik laughing n said DUH!!!hello...she just fainted n u say such ting...wat type of friend r u...lol...but seriously, yujing almost scare me to death sia(can u imagine ur friend suddenly collapse infront of u after u did a procedure to her...reall scare shit(in hokkien..:X))...kao my 1st insertion(beside inserting 1 for kylie) i tink lik wat kylie said, i now tramatize towards insertion of cannula le...haha...

A lesson tat we had learn from today incident is...
" let e patient sit dwn while doing any procedure (whether is to remover or insert plug)...cos pt safety is our 1st priority..:)

a tramatic day today...:X

2007-05-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

today was CHESTER 18th Birthday....HAPPY BIRHTDAY CHESTER!!!
N for today 4hrs NSL lessons, there were alot of theory sia...kylie is super knowledgable...cos she is well train in ICU n A&E...she give us tons n tons of information until i write till my hand tired sia...n at e last 2 hr my brain switch off le...too much of information at a tm...cant take it...n i knw i got to pay more atention for tml make up NSL...:x
we lean about venipuncture today n of cos we tried insert the cannula in the fake dummy arm...n double check with the back flow of bld...n at tat tm i wanted to try to insert the cannula on wanting but she say she scare...lol..so yujing say she don mind n of cos i ask her to do on me too cos reall life beta ma learn more n so tat in future,i will knw how pt's feel lik while getting poke n i will be extra careful if i have e chance to insert a cannula on pts...BUT we didn insert on each other today cos at first we cant find a needle of size G23 cos kylie say G20 is too big for me..n will be super pain...when we finall got e G23 is lik our 4 hr lesson end le n we got to do it tml...sian...look forward to tml cos i will be e 1st 1 to get poke huh...hopefully nt tat pain la...n hope kylie will allow me to video e procedure dwn...:x
after sch we went Fish & Co to celebrate Chester Bday...(actually too tired to go..but in e end still go..lol)they all eat alot till all super full n there r still leftover...tot i only ate the chip(fries) n nv finish all but i was v full..don knw y os mayb PMS over le lol..so tend to feel less hungry..but nvm cos not i pay..lol...is a rich guy hu pay tot is only $3 for e chip...:x..we bought a cake for Chester n e Fish & Co staff actuall got him stand on e chair with a funny looking hat on his head n we sang him birthday song...he make his Bday wish while standing on the chair n os blow off e candle on the cake tat is on the table...he look cute with tat hat...lol...we ate e cake n is was v creamy.. n of cos i didnt eat finish e cream...too fattening...after eating, the guys took pict outside Fish & Co n i tink stephen look super cute when he act cute...:x he lik small boy boy lik tat...lol...mayb cos of his size too...opps!!! toking bout taking picts, tang, harry n me tink tat KH cant smile properly...harry n i tink he shld attend some smiling course huh...to teach him how to smile NORMALLY...(cos he smile abnormally..lol)
after e pict taking we slack awhile n head our way home cos tml still got sch...anyway hope chester enjoy himself today tot only go makan...n wish him all the best in everyting he does!!!

btw i bought a microphone for fiona Bday n i give it to her today...is a necklace tot but i tink quite big n heavy sia...hmm hope she like it..i bought her a microphone cos i wann motivate her more in term of sing of cos in public esp e coming HS idol..i reall wan u to join to gain experience n os for pp out there to knw how well u can sing...ya u enjoy singing but u must be daring enought to join competition ma...start out with a small mini stage n in future u will have a chance to have ur own big stage...remember u once say tat you r born to be a performer...well...whether u sing or u dance or u act...it doesn matter... as long as u ever give it a try..u r the winner n i will always be proud of u!!!(my tis coming Bday wish, is to c FIONA KE JIA LI join e coming HS idol..pls help me fulfill it huh...)
n lastly..... Happy Birthday 2 U, CHESTER!!!

2007-05-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

i wake up at 6am today tinking tat i nd to go sch today...lol..n i was lik "ar wat tm is my lesson today? 10am wat y i wake up at 6am...den i knw today no sch la...lol...abit siao sia....
went bugis with renqi...spend quite alot...bought 2 tops...den 2 cards...n fiona bday gift tot i knw still got lik 2 wks to her bday but i saw the gift tat suit her n i tink she will lik it (hope she do huh)...n i am gg to give her tml cos i wan her to use it often..hopefully everyday when she start to open her mouth...lol.tat sounds wrong huh...:x..nvm tml i will write wat i bought for her in my blog...cant say now cos later she c my blog den knw liao..:)

2007-05-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

went out with renqi today..hmm is a long tm since i meet up with her ba.. got 1mth le...normall we meet quite often cos we live v near each other ma....actuall wanted to watch movie de..but so far no nice show le...cos i watch spiderman 3 n 200 pounds beauty le..tot she haven watch but too bad i wun watch a show for 2 tm...lol..hmm we went town today n mostly did lot of toking n shopping...n tml we r gg to go bugis for shopping again...:x tink i got to save $$ le...next wk pocket $$ must reall save so tat thurs when we all(tang, huiyi, renqi, px) meeting up we can eat ex food...to celebrate huiyi birthday...tat means in sch i cant eat...to save $ n jian fei...cos i eat alot tis wk.... pms period ma...sian..
is a long long tm since i mmet up with them le..e last tm was last yr nov renqi bday ba...kao is super long..can u imagine we live so near n was lik no 1 have e tm even for a dinner...finall got tm now...looking forward to c them i tink esp huiyi n px ba cos i get to c tang everyda till i sian of her look le..lol..renqi i still meet her often but nt huiyi n px..we sure lot ting to crap tat thurs n die die must take pict tot i don reall lik taking pict...:X
hmm actuall wan jian fei frm next wk but i tink hard sia..monday gg out eat cos chester bday..den thurs gg out with sistaz for dinner...how to jian lik tat...haiya...but nvm i will try to reach my target..try la...:x
hopefully tml i can go jogging 1st den go out with renqi...

2007-05-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

toda only got 1 hr lesson n winnie only took 30 min to teach us n is lik fast..:x after lesson i meet my project mate to do project for a short while..saw stephen ,kadir, chester they all...n steph face seem to be getting worst lol..pray tat he wun cme for e pass day cos my skin haven peel yet n i bet it will be dame ugly lo...n they will laugh at me 4 SURE!!!

meet tang n go makan with her...den meet fiona to go K box.. sing from 2 to 7pm..v tired sia..have lot fun tot..toking, crapping, n singing ALOT of new songs huh...(u 2 shld knw wat i mean..lol) is a long tm since we went k box ba e last tm was be4 PAS exam last sem...tat was long...

we tok bout god while having dinner...n god reall fulfill tang n gwen prayers...n pls pray 4 me for my driving exam in 2 wks tm...pray tat i can pass e 1st tm hor...:)

2007-05-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

went to watch spiderman 3 toda at west mall with tang, aishah, steph, KH, kadir n me..got to say e sit suck n it cause back ache..-_-
that show wasnt tat great as i expected..but it was funny tot..i n tang was lik joking n laughing in e cinema..n i tink in e movie harry was gd looking..lol..n at e v end of e show i cried..as usual ba..i everytm watch movie os cry de..too emo...ya...n they were laughing at me!!

today we were busy laughing at each other faces cos of e sun burn, e skin were peeling..i tink e worst were stephen 1 ba...i just cant help laughing..one patch black n the other white..lol..(i will get me retribution tml ba..cos my skin also peeling le..i got to try my best to avoid him..lol)
hmm.after movie we makan le den go home..cos pp seem to be getting sick now aday..Kh was already sick..den kadir in e process of getting sick..i just don feel lik gg out toda..e rest os ba cos of e peeling of skin..lol..
didnt get to jog today cos i lazy..:x but tml i will cos i am getting fatter le..is tm to jian fei..everyday eat alot esp in sch..got to save up too cos just realise tat my account $$ lik getting lesser...:( n my back feel so itchy la...cos of e sun burn n i tink skin peeling soon.. is super itchy..next tm must put sun block sia..
gg to read up on asthma n also do my ns5 worksheets...jia you!!!

2007-04-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

toda lesson by rite should end at 6pm but cos thomas cancel the tutorial n kylie was sick so 4hrs nsl are cancel...but wed we got to make up la..n guess wat i have lesson at 9 n end at 11am 1st tm sia...just nice toda i am tired cos yest work OT till 11.15pm den tok to tang in msn till lik 2 plus la..we tok bout guys n tis tm lik v serious toking..haha...n she was late for lesson today cos yest slp too late le ...lol..
saw ashraf after lect..n to my suprise i saw his rite ear with a earring...i was dame shock la...i scold him lik mad n was lik pulling his shirt n whacking him..in e end he told me tat it was a fake 1..is magnetic de..n tat earring is clement's...i cant imagine clement wearing it..lol..will be v gay ba!!lucky achap nv pieces his ear if not i will kill him for sure...

wen makan with wanting n sin sing den go clementi mac tok tok...1st tm tok so long with sin sing...n i tink i get to knw her beta too...another day we shall go K box..but wait till we r free ba... now getting busy le..:(
went home at 2pm den slp till 5pm...den nth to do so decide to go jogging at near my house e park...today jog 3km...:) i was lik getting lazy le..last tm i will jog 3 tm a wk la..now lik 1 mth once or less...hmm now i got a new goal is to start jogging again at least once a wk..cos yr 3 nafa test comin soon...i don wan to be e last...
after access to mel i begin to feel stress again...i have been slacking for lik 2wks le..tm to buck up ba...my nsl, ns5 there are alot to knw...n my final yr project is super impt..i got to do well in tis module..cos i got to try to get back to my D's list positon..tot is v difficult but i will try my best ba...
lot pp fall sick nowadays cos of bad weather...fiona got serious flu...KH got all sorts of sickness..lol...(pls both of u take care hor...)
hmm plan to jog tml morning again..hmm hope i ca wake up ba..n tml gg watch spiderman 3....so happy cos i bet is dame nice 4 sure de...

2007-04-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

...was too tired yest to come online to blog...by yest os nth much la..just a dota + tired day!!!kwang x3

well..today we went santosa with e GLs n some freshies..in e morning suppose to meet aishah at 8.30...in e end she drag till 9 den when i reach harbour font she is nt there yet n i got to wait till lik 945 gg to 10 she den come in a cab...WA fantastic sia...waited for her lik 45min to 1 hr lo (but in return she treat me ice cream!!!)...den in e end we took cab in to meet tang, steph n KH at e beach...den later kardir, chester, esmond, nurul, angeline, thenish,some freshies n....(to many to type) came to join us too...

hmm tot toda sun wasnt reall strong but we all still got sun burn..what we did for e whole day at siloso beach is to play volley ball, play the monkey tingy, n of cos get wet in e sea...n in e sea while playing e monkey game e stupid guys keep on sabo me purposely make me be e monkey for lik so many tm la...till i so tired le...they all v bad sia...all e idiots love to c me suffer...:(

n me n tang was lik playing e cat fight game in e sea la..me sit on thenish shoulder n she on chester' s shoulder...den we fight n push each other lik siao ah lian..lol...in e 1st round no 1 win..n we got to re match...n e 2nd round tang was on KH shoulder n me same, at thenish shoulder...n i won cos KH gg to drown kwang x3...he weak sia...opps!!

then litang n tat aishah v jian lo go pick alot of seaweed n throw at me...stuff it in my shirt...v idiot la...n tat stupid dumb dumb KH.. kao! go help them picke seaweed n attack me...wa reall jian sia...so unfair la...(4 + chester against 1)..i was so angry n of cos i go make him back...splash water on him throw seaweed n sand...in e end he jian lo..make me even worst...e worst part is he throw sand at me n is lik PAIN la!!!n he rub e sand on my sun burn back n say wat sand therapy/treatment/ massage(i os forget wat he say liao)...tat was reall PAIN lik shit la...till i almost cry but i didn cos i ren...:x..in e end he c i wann cry le so allow me to take revenge back on him..there was once he wan me to call him "KH ge ge".. he wait long i os wun call la!!!...e funny part was e power ranger monster came out from the sea kwang x3..tat was reall funny 1...so stupid la...(steph on neish shoulder, coming out of e sea..lol..somemore with e music la)

there was once, esmond KH n me was sitting with e freshies n toking about e so call games we knw...e black magic ting, e bang bang, e string n not string, e 1 oclock 2, 3, n other stupid tinking game la...den i realise esmond quite clever sia knw lot of think games...mayb i too dumb tat y don knw:x.. but 1 pp dumbest guy on earth don knw e most common black magic game!!! kwang x3...

we left santosa at around 830pm cos there was alot of pp sia...waited v long to get on to e train from santosa to vivo...den we split up into 2 to go eat...we went to harbour front food court n makan...we gossip esp e guys..tok bout steph wann to find another beta place to stay, KH hand surgery.. n here come e funny part where KH show his IC n studen pass to us...kwang x3...hahaha...lol...he look dame dame gong n funny...cant stand it...i n e rest were lik laughing n laughing...cos is reall funny...he look reall diff cos of his stupid hair ba...(till now i still cant help laughing when i tink of it..KH sorry!!!lol)

after makan...we went home around 10+ ba...it was a reall tired day...n u knw wat in e bus i saw 1 of my patient..in IMH..i went forward n tok to her...so suprise tat can get to c her...she was lik v normal lo..u wun knw she is any IMH patient be4...n i am happy for her to get discharge n she look v well now...:)

hmm must slp well tonite cos i am working tml...but i do enjoy myself today with u guys!!!

2007-04-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

today it rains almost the whole day...feel so lazy today..don feel lik waking up due to the perfect weather to slp..:x went for 9am lesson n is lik caught in the traffic jam la..sign..:(

first lesson was nsl by kylie..feel so stress every thurs on her lesson..today she taught us bout the pre n post OP checklist..i look chicken feet but when u get more into the little detail...it turn out to be alot of ting to take note of..all the terms lik C/O, S/T, H/T, FU/ TCU, STO, A/W, WI, TM..etc make me feel tat i had wasted 2 yr studying nth..i am still not prepared for my PRCP in august..don knw how am i gg to survive in e hospital lo..now i am starting to question myself..do i reall wann be a nurse? is nursing wat i reall wan?n am i able to be a gd nurse?hai ya..projects is lik keep plying up os...n i knw there r more to go... i have begin to feel the stress is coming...

hmm other den feeling a bit stress up,tang, ting n aishah help me destress today..i tok crap for e whole 2 hr WPD lect..n i start turning violent near e end of lect cos tang v violent to me..till i cant tahan..n got to show her my girl power..lol..poor aishah got smack by me v hard..i am sorry!!:x

you knw wat..i got to say nursing managment was reall reall super boring la...in lect, i wann slp n toda tutorial worst i was crapping, gg online, laughing, watching my funny video on gwen phone..for e past 2hr...n tat mrs poo don even care bout us la...i tink i will have difficulty passing NURM module ba...heck care la!!

went home at 5 cos they all nt gg out makan toda..nth to eat at home cos mum didn cook mine n got to eat maggie mee...so sad..hmm...but now i knw hu to ask next tm if i have no1 to makan with...lol...
sian...got to get back to do my project again..

i hate staying at home...

2007-04-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

...today was a boring to e max day...
i woke up at 6.30am to check my driving slot c whether sell of ma if nt i die die got to go for my 8am driving..n i was so heng la...someone buy over my slot at 4am..i was so happy cos i don nd go malu myself toda cos of my expired PDL..:)
i went back to slp after checking..slp till 9.55am yujing sms me n i found out tat i overslept n didnt go for tat 1 hr tutuorial...after her sms i went back to sleep again till bout 1pm when my dan,mum n sis came home..they were so noise la..n i tink i must be super tired tat i slept for so long...
in the afternoon, i nth beta to do so i went out alone, go to renew my PDL, go tiong bahru plaza look for organiser, went to NTC buy honey star n coco pops...decide to make crispy rice when i am free..
came home at 3 actuall decided to go jogging but too bad it rain...so went online again to book driving, go to mel n look at nsl stuff..read the e topic on administering of control drug...n pain managment..do my project on asthma n the lit review...do n do n do...until i feel tired again n go back to slp till 7pm lol...feel so pig la..lik KH everytm slp so much...e more i slp e more tired i feel...:(
have a big dinner today cos my mum cook macaroni n with a lot of ingredients..because she said i have not being come home for dinner for along tm...hmm actually not long le lik.. 5 days...:X
after staying at home 4 a day, i conclude tat i have to go out everyday..cos i feel dame bored sia...i shouldn have skip toda tutorial tot 1 hr only...:(

...slacking slacking n slacking..

A blur blur day

2007-04-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

toda was a tiring day....came to sch at 9am for project but in e end do nth much...
during e 4 hrs lect from 11 to 3 i was lik slacking, toking crap, laughing n sleeping ...cos is reall too bored la..until i cant tahan...lol
after school, me, tang, aishah, KH and kadir went over to stephen house to play pool...tot today aishah emo...but we had lots of funny ting happen too..
there is a game btw aishah n tang..tat game last for lik 25 to 30min la..is lik so slow..n in e end tangWON cos KH help her ma!!!another game is btw kadir, aishah VS me n KH...in e end...we WON just by one ball..lol..
while playing pool we were lik suaning here n there...crapping around...we tok bout selling buttock..haha..i don wish to say much for this..n of cos more crappy stuff...lik KH superman boxes..haha...
den we went dinner at alazar as usual...n evey1 tink that i v blur..esp stephen..i tink he cant stand my blurrness..lol..we had also plan to watch spiderman 3 next tues n 2 hr ago, i just knw tat it is LABOUR DAY tat tuesday n there is no sch...thanks huh!!!

when i reach home, i went online n check on my driving tingy den i realise tat i actuall booked tml slot at 8am for driving n i didn knw la ...but e main prob is my PDL expired on e 22/4/07 n i haven renew it la.. n tml is lik e 25th how am i gg to go for driving...kao i feel so dumb la n tml i got a lesson at 10am..sure cant make it de.....i reall blur till e max le...until i cant stand it myself os...now wat i can do is pray 4 pp to buy over my slot ...i guess is v hard ba...siao la don knw wat to do tml..go driving without PDL is lik impossible? or skip driving n waste $58.80...haiya reall feel so dumb man...

PLS JUNE stop being so blur le...

23/4/07= a painful day for my poor hands!!!

2007-04-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...today got quite lot of ting to say..hmm...in e morning i was quite happy...joke around with litang during lect laugh as usual...den after lect alif drove us from blk 51 to blk 81 haha...just to have breakfast be4 our next tutorial...n guess wat?while alif is doing the parking, i saw a yellow small car n i go n smack litang...but in e end she was so angry n say tis is not "wu gui che" ..n i was 'huh!! bu shi meh??'...haha tat was dame funny cos i c wrongly n anyhow whack her..in return she whack me 3 times...so painful la...(she is a violent girl)
den during afternoon in nsl, kylie came back frm bangkok yest n brought us goodies...she bought us each a small calculator...i tink is useful as we can use it during our attachmt for drip calculation...today nsl..humm nth much la..we were all stoning n did some hands on, on draping patients in OT...den after lesson i went down to level 3 meet them for dinner as we had plan to make every monday a dinner day!!!while waiting for every1 to reach, we play the scissor, paper stone game n our hands were all red n pain...:x..but we had quite some fun tot..
n for dinner we went to west mall n makan..fik told me bout his love story.. i sudden begin to admire him..haha..n i cried after listen to his previous love experience...it was so sad la..poor fik...
we went arcade after tat n play e datona(don knw how to spell) n also e hockey tingy...we were so high n we girls scream lik hell man..(sorry to those poor guys) after tat we went MAC to tok tok..we play the scissor, paper, stone again n more blue black on my hands of cos...after play with tat stupid stephen..hu hit super hard n tat KH was lik use 5 tm of the strength i am using to hit me...n tat was super pain till i have nth to say...
e best part is how we c KH and mahesh playing n hit each other till so hard tat both there hands n palm turn super red (tot mahesh is lik cant reall c cos he so dark..:o) they play till nd to use tissure to wipe off there perspiration la..i c le os can feel the pain 4 them..cos there facial expression shows everyting..lol..from tis game, i can conclude tat don mess around with guys, cos they were all violent pp..:x
we left MAC at 10pm n every1 went home..most of them took bus n lik those pp hu live near bukit batok shiok la..can walk home..n is lik 5 to 10mins only..sian n i took 1 hr to reach home...so unfair...ya life is unfair i knw...
tok to tang while wating for 147...n don knw y suddenly tears flow dwn went we tok bout tat topic...cos i feel hurt ba... reall v hurt ..i os don knw y..mayb is cos i ren too long le..well lik wat i say tml will be a beta day ya...n reall hope so...:)

tuesday=shopping day...:)

2007-04-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

did nth much today..well 1st tm in the morning i slept till 11.30am..wa..was lik quite late..suddenly just feel so tired..(cos someone taking revenge by smsing me n wake me up at 4am..u should knw hu huh..:p)
toda e whole afternoon i was lik watching tv, eating den do my homework..is a boring day..but at 5pm i left home for work n today during my working tm it was really sucks...there were so many patients toda n they all come together in one shot..n is lik i was so so busy lik siao cha bo la..when ever i c people come in to e clinic i was lik O..shit!!!pls stop coming in la..n as usual sunday nite sure got OT to do n was lik OT for 1hr...so tiring la..but heng got 1hr extra pay..haha..

btw i deleted some of the tink i wrote on my previous blog..because he ask me to do so..so no choice lo..cos i didnt wan him to be in a difficult position either..

well nvm.. tml will be a beta day and i am looking forward to it cos tml is monday which mean... is dinner day with friends!!!

my 1st blog....

2007-04-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

hmm tis morning me, tang, stephen, clare, clement n KH we jogging n gym today at bukit gombak..actuall fik joining us but in e end he cant wake up..hmm toda i run 6 round e stadium track... it have been a long tm since i exercise..i must get back to my jogging days soon..if nt i will be putting on more weight...:p hmm after jogging we went gym n den go eat..n as usual they r teasin me n him(KH)..

after that.. me n tang went over to clement house to bath..u knw wat.. clement v OCD he don allow pp to touch his bed n too bad after i finish bathing i went to sit on his bed cos i am already clean..hu knws he saw me n was lik screaming at me n saying sorry to his bed..kwang x3..tat was funny la..but too bad i even sleep on his bed..tat make him even more mad..but he cant do anyting ma..n i don even give a dame too..haha..(sorry clement)

at evening we all meet up at vivo city to chillz.. tat include: me, tang, aishah, fiona, clare,yiting, ashraf, sa'ab, clement, nesh, steph, kadir, vannessa n mahesh...
we didn do much la just accompany sa'ab to look at jewellries..haha..hmm is a secret cant say..den.. we go makan after tat tok tok abit den some went pub, some stay to chat others (include me) went home, cos super tired after whole day...
well glad to c a big grp of friends today!!!
n i am happy for mahesh...he is gg back to SCH on monday!!!

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2007-04-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

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